This is for me more than anyone. Something I need to work into my abstinence. Eeek!
Positive thinking, challenge accepted.
So this is me! 21 years old and working on my social work degree.
Really working on loving every part of my body no matter what society tells me to believe. Believe me it is much harder said then done. Its a journey and its definitely a fight but I will not give up. I can’t and will not ever give up on me!
Your Food is Secretly Talking About You Behind Your Back
Dude ALL OF THESE HAVE HAPPENED FOR ME
all of these are true
so painfully true
Yeah… Food addiction. :(
Today I was supposed to help at a volunteer event and instead I am on the couch eating, drinking alcohol and trying not to cut. I’m tired. I’m sad but not suicidal. I’m numb but I feel like shit. I’m just so all over the place. It’s just just too much. You know? Idk. I want to isolate, but I am also feeling so painfully alone. I am so tired of this. These cycles. And I’m done with food and weight and being hungry or not hungry… Losing weight or gaining it all back…. It all so fucking frustrating!!!!!!!
Ok I’m done ranting. Sorry.
"I am a big girl. A voluptuous, curvy, dress-wearing lesbian. I love my body; it’s the only one I’ll ever have. I eat a lot of greens and work out and drink gin martinis and put M&Ms in my froyo and sometimes I don’t do anything but watch Project Runway. I am allowed to look sexy, feel sexy, and be in love. I am worthy of all of those things, and so are you. Own your good and bad, and all the scary parts that you’ve been covering up because it is yours and no amount of judgement can tell you how to love your body. In the words of Sonya Renee, the body is not an apology. You are magic. “